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Monday, December 14, 2009

Time will heal...
I can't force him.. I can't force myself too. Things is no good now.. But at least, he trying to talk things out.. He trying to talk to me... Good enuff.. We just talked on the phone. He says, he need time. I told him, I need him to give me one last chance.. I have to take things slowly even though it hurts. It rather than.... I don't have him at all.. I'm learning to be more patience. He's my everything.. I don't want to wake up in the morning knowing that, he's no longer with me.. I can't!!! I simply can't! He's my life, my love..

Ya Allah, berikan lah aku pertunjuk, Ya Allah... Lembutkan lah hati nya, Ya Allah.. Kau tahu aku amat mencintainya, Ya Allah.. Apa yang berlaku adalah saya diriku sendiri... Hukum lah aku sepuas mu... Tapi, jangan lah KAU ambil dirinya dari ku, Ya Allah... Ya Rabbi...

Starting from today onwards, everything going to change.. Change for better.. I'm trying to place everything at the right place now.. My head is spinning... My mind is not at ease. All I want is, things to be better in future.....

p/s: Sayang, cinta padamu tidak akan berubahh... I won't leave u... I'll wait for u no matter how long it takes.... This, I promise u..................................................

~ { 9:02 PM }
LennY