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Monday, December 14, 2009

MY WRONG...!!!
Hey bloggers! How r u doin?? I hope everything goes well to u... As for me............... things not so well actually.. 2009, a year full of "SHUCCCKKS!" I learnt alot of things.. Lots of it! Kinda sickening..

I just wanna make it short here. Short in sense of, I'm not going to tell all over again. Just throwing out what I felt... I wanna talk about RELATIONSHIP. In relationship, BGR. There's happy moment, there's sadness. Ouch! Hurts! I love this man so much.. Yes, so much.. Not sure if he really knows how much he really meant to me. I learnt, a silly mistakes, gonna drive u crazy.. Even like driving u to graveyard..! I did something wrong.. Yes! WRONG! MISTAKES! I repent! I really do. I just hoping that, whatever I & HIM planned, will turn out to be better in times. I just need him to forgive me.. Give me another chance. How if HE is in my shoes?? Do u think he deserve a second bloody chance?? Killing me softly.. It really do killing me.....!!! He talked, as if, nothing happen. Oh god!! I know he's hurt! I'm hurt tooo! Both HURTS! I understand, u need time... So do I... Time will heal, hopefully. I promise myself and to HIM.. I'll never leave HIM no matters what happen.. I just can't imagine living in this world without HIM... Suckss right! I just can't! I can't!

Ya ALLAH, I need ur guidance.. I need U to guide me along to keep it strong.. I really need to! He just like part of my life now eversince. Please ALLAH...

He's out now watching soccer match with his friends. I know, he did that cos, HE stressed and don't want to think about it to much. Fine, let him be... Let him do freely what he wants... As for I am concern, I LOVE HIM LOTS! And I know, He knew that well....

Sayang, if u read this, from bottom of my heart.. I love u so much.. I'm sorry for all my wrongs... I'm so so sorry... Please forgive me...!

p/s: Waiting for his call... He'll be calling me after his match....


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LennY