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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

I haven't found the perfect words to sum up how sorry I am...
6 days hasn't gone by without me thinking about Thursday night. It feels like a million thoughts have gone through my head as I try to make sense of how I acted. Yes, I am humiliated by my actions, but even more, I am devastated knowing that I hurt you. are about you so much and the thought of causing you any pain tears me up. Throughout the day I keep going over and over everything that happened and how much I wish I could change what I have done to you. I toss and turn at night, barely able to sleep. Wake up and can't even bear eating. I'm a mess and I'm afraid that no words can really express how deeply sorry I am.

I know you deserve better. I want you to know how serious I am about making changes in my life and if nothing else, I'd like to thank you for helping me realize this.

I'm truly ashamed and sincerely sorry for all the pain I have caused you. For all the pain that you had to deal with. I can't apologize enough to you. I hope you can forgive me...


I'm sorry sayang.... Love you lots and you know, right? Time will heal...

~ { 4:02 PM }
LennY