Life is wonderful???
Actually, I don't want to cry. I try to control myself when I talk to Kak Ogy dis morning about profit sharing. After all my hard work, I get nothing. NOTHING AT ALL. Wen I started working here, I was told 3 months contract. I just accept it. Ya laa, to get some experience, y not. After 3 months, my boss (HR MANAGER) kept quiet. So I asked her. When my last day? Will you considering of taking me as permanent staff? She said, currently, one of my colleague, Pei Fen, she just took her as permanent staff. So, there seems no more permanent job available.. ok I understand that... suddenly, Pei Fen wants to quit. And she left us. But still, my boss keep quiet. Ok la, I'm thinking, maybe she's too busy too think about my status. So I do work as usual here... I'm working as RECEPTIONIST, supposedly laa.. But den, my job scoop is not just receptionist. It just like Document Controller only that, I don't work with drawings, very very rare. Even, Kak Ogy ever commented that, THIS PLACE IS THE MOST BUSIEST RECEPT!. But the most unhappy part is that, I'm being paid very less. Very! Which is unexpected by my friends and even my sister. Come on! I'm not working for local company. I'm working for company base in Holland. And they got many branches in all over the world! Actually, I not sure wheather I should blame the company or not... But I guess, and colleagues do says, "SHE MAKE THIS COMPANY LIKE AS IF IT HERS!" After few months later, Christine wants to quit cos she got better offer who willing to pay her $600 MORE than what she being paid here. Of course laa she leave! Who want to wait??? correct? Den, I talk to my boss again, I'm thinking, maybe this the chance, who knows. And now, she telling me her GRANDMOTHER's stories! "business going down, no project, some owners has not pay to us their vessels and bla bla bla...!" Do u think, it make senses??? I told her, I can't survive with such a pay plus I got no leave entitlement or my mc is valid. How can I, right? Just recently, when I'm really down with high fever, 39.9 (*nasib tak mati) den she gave me the 10 days annual leave BUT without she telling... hmmm... EGOIST! fine, I'm just shut my gap. But my pay, still the same. Is it I need to make the 2nd irritating noise to her???
This morning, Sarinah wants to buy kueh @ interchange, so she suggested we take cab to work and buy some kueh for breakfast. While on the way to interchange, she texted me asking if I got the profit sharing which supposedly to be $700. I replied NO. Den, she texted me again saying that she got $300 extra for her pay which means, she got almost half of the profit sharing. Suddenly I turned upset. Why I don't entitle for that? Why? Why not even $50 or maybe even $10 given to me?? Excuse me, I just felt that, I'm wasting my bloody time here, doing extra work for peoples, in the end I gain nothing. Not being appreciated at all... NO INCREMENT, NO PROFIT SHARING??? oh god... why are some people taking for granted with this economy crisis thingy as th reason. "HELLO, MDM BOSS! HOW MUCH U EARNED FROM THIS COMPANY? HOW MUCH THEY PAY U?? SO MUCH ENUFF RIGHT? HAVE U EVER TOT ABOUT HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO SURVIVE WITH THE AMOUNT YOU DECIDED FOR ME???!!" haizzz
I'm so bloody sad! Even Kak Ogy felt me. Sarinah told me, Kak Ogy is in emotional too. She cried.. ok people, read this again, SHE CRIED! SHE CRIED FOR ME! SHE KNOWS HOW I FEEL! imagine that people.... imagine that! I try to save my tears. As Sarinah told me, I'm just can't help it... I'm too angry now.. and too sad... I'm staying cause I don't want to lost my job. I love this company! I'm enjoying it every single bits. Everybody is so nice to me... Even though, yeah there's hypocrite here and there.. but I don't care! Colleagues here always make me happy. Smiling! Nearly 9 months with this company. I just loved them all. I understand, hardly gets job this days. Ya, I understands. But PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE! I'm begging for mercy! OPEN UR EYES WIDE! THINK THINK THINK!
DON'T TAKE ME FOR GRANTED!!!
SWENSEN's, given named.
Rodeo Wings for appertizer. And Pepperoni pizza which I forget to snap it. hehe
Beef Meltdown - Kak Ogy's order
and mine, super delicious CHICKEN BAKED RICE!
See! I told you...... soOoo LICIN! wakakaka
Sarinah's order
ans: Lenny took What color are you? quiz and the result is You are PINK!You are very bubbly and always happy. You love to be around people and are always outgoing.
ans: Lenny took Which type of woman are you? quiz and the result is Lovely LadyYou are lovely and caring. You help others and spread out a lot of sympathy. Your life aim maybe is to serve the people. But your weakness is that you forget about yourself, your own needs. All your time is hold back for your friends and family. You are always there for people in trouble. Ready for any emergency. You make a lot of sacrifices just to be a good human. But every woman has her needs, her longings and a destiny. Don't loose yourself in work or curing other people's souls. You will have your own problems in your life. Another problem is that you don't say your opinion when it's right and important to say it. People trample onto your soul if you are always so kind and lovely and helpful. They will play on you. Though you should try to relax more and enjoy your life, you should not loose the gift that was given to you to help others . Not everyone is created this way... You are uniqe and rare