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Sunday, January 18, 2009
Ask for. . .
Hmmmm i just wanna voice out something before i hit the sheets. This time, let me write my post in MALAY LANGUAGE can? as u see my english so sucks. Past tense and Present tense SUCKS! lols

Malam ni, malama sabtu, sungguh bosan sekali.. haiz.. bingit sangat pun ada jugak. Aku tak keluar ke mana-mana. Hanya dirumah. So bored like siao! Dengan menahan sakit gigi ku ini. Aduh! Gaji yang lepas aku dapat, sucks sey! teruk sangat. Kerna ada 2 hari mc dan 1 hari 1/2 day leave disebabkan sakit gigi dan demam. Bila laa Manager aku nak buat adjustment di atas kedudukkan aku sekrang. Rasanya macam tak sanggup. Kerja berlambak-lambak. Tapi hasil yang diterima sungguh tak berbaloi. Yelaa, orang kata tu, kita sambil belajar jugak. Mendapatkan pengalaman dan pengetahuan. Tapi sampai bila sey. Harga semua dah mahal. Oleh kerna gaji yang kurang, tak dapat aku keluar kemana-mana minggu untuk melepaskan kekusutan dan kepenatan sepenjang hari dari Isnin hingga Jumaat. Just need to enjoy myself.. maklum laa, darah muda. Dengan gaji yang sikit pun, nak simpan saving pun susah. Fikirkan laa wahai Manager kuzzz...hmmmm...

Kadang2, aku tak faham dengan sesetengah orang disekeliling ku. Lebih mementingkan orang lain dari yang kita didepan mata. Kalau kita terangkan pada dia, dia akan mula salah kan kita ni terlalu emosi. Mungkin belum terkena batang hidung sendiri. Sebab tu laa. Kalau tak, baru laa sibuk tercari-cari. Setakat ni, aku rasa, belum pun aku ada sikap membuang atau melupakan sesiapa. That is totally not in my dictionary. Walaupun, ada terdetik, membenci seseorang tu, tapi belum sampai ketahap membuang! kecuali sempolan tu laa yang MEMBUANG aku.. :) aku cuba belajar untuk tidak mengambil kisah tentang apa yang orang akan kata pasal aku. Ye la, aku ni manusia biasa yang jugak kadang kala, lemah. Mudah tersentuh hati. Hmmm, tu laa, yang aku ingin kan pada 2009, moga tercipta. Tertunai segala keinginan hati. Berilah satu perubahan yang menggembirakan hati ni selepas banyak yang berlaku pada 2008. Hmmm... berilaa aku kekuatan Ya ALLAH. . . amin...........


~ { 12:12 AM }
LennY

Sunday, January 11, 2009
Me, "NO CINDERELLA!". . .
A Cinderella Story Movie Synopsis:

Cinderella never had it this bad. High school senior Sam Montgomery (Hilary Duff) lives at the beck and call of her self-obsessed stepmother Fiona (Jennifer Coolidge) and her sinfully wicked stepsisters, who treat her more like a servant than a member of the family. With her sights set on attending Princeton, Sam finds her less-than-sparkling social life wonderfully complicated when she meets her prince charming online. But when her anonymous cyber soulmate turns out to be her high school's über-popular quarterback Austin Ames (Chad Michael Murray), Sam makes a mad dash back to reality, leaving her cell phone behind just before the clock strikes midnight.Fearing rejection if her secret is revealed, Sam dodges Austin's efforts to discover the identity of his princess. Will Sam let fear hold her back, or will she find the courage to be herself and claim the life she's always wanted?Her chance at "happily ever after" depends on it.

At about 1 am early morning, *before I woke up, NOW* i watched A CINDERELLA STORY again... yeah again. Few times to be exact. Wid cute Hilary Duff. She's cute. And newbie for me, Chad Michael Murrau. He's so cool and cute in that. But den, I dun know. Just realize that, how sweet the movie REALLY is. Another side of my mind thinking, "nah, A Cinderella... fairy tales..." I dun think I'm lucky... not dat strong YET! proud? hmmm wat i got to proud of??? hmmm... Online chatting, I used to... now, i dun trust in online chatting... yeah... recall of my bad experience. I'm not beautiful, pretty or cute. I can't WOOOOOO guys wid my x-factor that much. Even though, I received loads from friends saying, "hey, I'll bet you look more beautiful if you're SLIM" oh god... y i need to be SLIM down in order to "WOOOOOO" or whatever guys...??? i even had boyfriend saying, "if u're slim, i'm definately goin to take u as my steady gf...!" shit! till now, I still remember. REMEMBER!!! I know, another hand is, for my health... yeah, I'm working on it dis year... i hope so..... come on! *smile*

Internet chatting... yeah, chatting is nice WITHOUT looking at his or her face... yeah, everybody wants something beautiful and nice... When comes to meet up, TURN DOWN! I'm looking for someone who accept me for who I am... Been sometimes, I'm not into internet chatting and meet up.. Even, my friendster account for those who I know such as my FRIENDS. Not into NEW BF. I'll just reject dem. I did! Even how good looking u're. Cause "DAMN IT" maybe my profile picture interest "HIM" more den who I am. Will he accept my bad, my kindness and bla bla in future??? wow, that's really frightened me lots!... So, I go by flow... gentleman, approach me whenever u see me out... yeah.. thats the way I like it....... :)

While typing, I'm listening to Hear You Me by Jimmy Eat World soundtrack from A CINDERELLA STORY. From one of the few last scene where Austin Ames and Sam Montgomery, kissed! :) makes me wanna cry.... awwwww.... well, just a story... I'm in "REALITY". . . Look for me.....



"MAY ANGELS LEAD ME IN. . ."









~ { 10:38 AM }
LennY