Waiting for. . .
oh, talking about weekend... i online msn on saturday night since no one ask me out :( or some of them got to work. So i'm so damn2 lonely and bored... When I online msn, "she" there... online too. But, "she" never even say hello to me or what. I'm still wondering, how come, about 15 years plus friendship just end like dat. Something must be going wrong somewhere. haiz... sometimes, i just don't understand some people.. is it hard to save a good term friendship.. yet, shit do happen. But again, why do we got to let it happen and happen??? Y no regret, guilty or...... oh god, i'm just lost of words... yeah, I admit, I do missed you at times... but... *tak bermakna itu semua lagi. . .I just felt that 2008 is just so sucks! so so sucks! I see true colours of my love ones after one and another. I'm just so sick of it. DUH!!! I just don't want to think about it. I'm just anxiously waiting for 2009. I need some changes/adjustment.. Change in myself. I want something better this time round... please god! please....! I just don't want to shed any tears anymore. NO MORE! I want to keep it strong. Yeah, I will.
My last word to her, "If you're over me. I'm already over you. Its all been done. What else to do. I'm a bird that already flown away. :)"
Today at work, hmmm nothing much.. Monday bluessss... and "HE" wears blue as well... whu is "HE"??? I will let u know later on wakakaka. I don't know, I'm so "miang" wear my heels to work today. And you know what??? BLISTER everywhere! I'm suffering. Never wear heels to work!!! yeah! and you know, one of this project manager, an ang mo, who I called him "TIKUS". His hand is so "gatal" today. Keep playing with my ringing alert bell on my table. When it rings, means that I'm not at my desk which I'm supposed to be at ma desk most of the times.. So lucky that MD is not around. If not, I die. Sure complaint one. And my MD which we called him "PAK MUK" is on leave till 1st December! YESSSS! ARRRRR!!!! hehehe I loikeeeeeee... :)
